Unbearable

Today he came to pick me up from work....

It had been so long since i saw him...
At first when i sat in the car, everything was a bit awarkard...
And it seems lyk so near yet so far....

Everything is so diff...but one thing for sure, i noe he still cares for me a lot a lot.
He is selling away the car so not only he came to take the spare key from me and oso find an excuse to see me :)

We tok all along the way back...
I can see tat he is disappointed in me...
It's partly my fault tat brought everything to this...
And i noe i must be responsible for wat i've done...
I Love Him....I do love him as much still....
But for the tym being now, i'll learn to be independent....for him :)

1 month.....
we have compromise to give each other 1 month to think abt it....
or perhaps it mite shorten...cox i noe our love is still as strong...
we both hugged for the last tym and both went back w red sore eyes....
pinky finger to keep our promise.....

I'll promise to behave myself...
I'll promise not to drink so much...
I'll promise to learn to be more independent...
I'll promise to learn to take good care of myself more...
I'll promise to learn to eat my meals more regurlarly...

I'm sorry for hurting u....
I'm sorry for not treasuring u....
I'm sorry for wat i've said...

I Love You.
I Love You.
I Love You.

Let this 1 month be a test for our 4yrs rltsp....
I believe we can go thru this....
I will miss you during this 1 month ^^